Won't Even Start

Hindi ko maiwasan ngumiti ng halos mabaliw-baliw na ngiti sabay na may kasamang pag-iling ng todo ng makita ko ang Official Music Video na ito ng isang korean Youtuber na sikat na sikat na ngayon si David Choi.

Dahil sa paghahanap ko ng mga Pinoy Youtubers, hindi ko maiwasan paminsan-minsan maka-encounter ng mga talentadong Youtubers na hindi Pinoy, isa na rito ang super astig na si David Choi. Maliban sa sobrang astig na pinoy Youtube cover artists Sigevalee, kay David Choi lang ako talaga nag-spend ng ilang oras at halos hindi na makatulog dahil sa ganda ng mga original compositions niya. Anyway, I think i've already my point.

Isa sa mga paboritong kanta niya ay ang "Won't Even Start", dahil sa magandang musika, at lyrics ng kanta na medyo tinamaan ako at naging dahilan ng isang malaking bukol sa aking ulo.

Wont Even Start

What happened
after last summer
when we broke up
in September

I havent seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
Its always there no matter where Ive been

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

I wish you luck
And I wish it true
Thats the best
I can do for you

Cuz youll probably find love
In someone new
I have to let go
Yeah its hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know itll cut me like a knife

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

Ang ganda diba? Nakaka-relate ako sa mensahe ng kantang ito lalo na sa linyang...So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that I didnt see. And turn my face, No use in small talk anyways Because if I look into your eyes, Then Ill have to say goodbye, And that'll break my heart, So I wont even start.

There's only girl I think about whenever I say that I can relate to a love song, a quote or whatever when it comes to love, the same girl I was referring to here, here, here, here, here, and of course here. I haven't been able to talk about her in full details here on my blog or with anybody in person maybe because I don't want the thought that if I do talk about her, then I would have to put an end to that story which I don't think I will be able to do just yet.

Kanina nalaman ko na lumabas na pala ang official music video niya, at ang talagang nakapag-pagulantang sa akin at naging dahilan ng post na ito ay ang babaeng gumanap bilang ex-gf ni David Choi, hindi ko maintindihan bakit andami namang babae diyan, iyong kamukha niya pa. Isang tingin ko pa lang sa babae sa video, talagang napa-iling na ako.

BAKIT BA PARANG LAHAT NA LANG NG MAKITA KO KAMUKHA NIYA?

I went out on a date last night with that girl I mentioned here but then being with her only makes me realize that there's really no else. It's been years since I last saw her but still, it's her voice that I always hear and her face that I always see. There's always, something to remind me of her as if i need any of that. Anyway, hihinto na ako baka malungkot ako lalo. Eto panoorin niyo na lang.