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BALENTAYMS EDITION

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Our hearts often beat for the wrong person,

They love for what seems to be no good reason,

No matter what we do, we can't make a lie of what is true

We fall, We love but why? We don't even have a single clue




Back then I've always been taught

Death is nothing for those who loved and fought

Love then to me was always a wonderful thought

You came, You smiled and I knew it was love that you brought



I felt a bit odd and somewhat crazy,

My heart beat tripled as if it was in a hurry

It was Christmas in June, Everyday seemed to be so merry

Sunlight never felt so warm, I had no idea that love too can end in tragedy



Looking back, I may have loved you too much too soon

Because now,I feel sad and as blue as the moon

Nothing seems to make me smile, not even a funny cartoon

I felt as though, the flowers never even bloomed



Now I feel I can dive in front of a fighting platoon

My heart now is nothing but an empty room

All i wished for was to be your only groom

Why did everything ended so soon?

Huling araw na ng Enero, bukas Pebrero na (Syempre, kaya nga huling araw eh. Duh?!?) At dahil diyan, napagdesisyonan kung sayangin ang buong Pebrero para sa pagpost ng kung anu-anong bagay tungkol sa pag-ibig. Hindi niyo naman siguro masyadong halata na walang pag-ibig si AKO dahil imbis na sa maghanda, magplano, namimili ng regalo, o nagpapareserve sa tahanang walang kusina, eto ako...nagba-blog tungkol sa pag-ibig. Last year, buong buwan ng Pebrero super OT sa trabaho ang trip ko. Last, last Feb, palage ako nasa school nag-training for debates, last, last, last year naman sumusulat ako ng kung ano-anong tula para sa mga klasmeyt ko nung 2nd time ako mag 4th yr, at last, last, last, last, last year nasa Michigan pa ako noon, nagsesenti sa basement kasi namimis ko si Perslab. At this rate, siguro next year maglalaslas na ako. lols!

Magsisimula ako ng medyo light at saan pa magandang magsimula kung hindi ang pagbibigay sa kahulugan ng salitang Lab.






Marami na ang nagtangka ngunit tila kahit isa lamang itong salita, mahirap talagang intindihin kung ano ba talaga ang pag-ibig. Kailan lang muli kong binuklat ang slumbook ng ate ko,(Autograph din ata tawag doon, basta alam ko ayon ang friendster nila noon) at sa dami ng tanong doon mula sa favorites hanggang dedication, isang bagay lang ang napansin ko sa tanong na what is love? Iba't-iba ang ibig sabihin nito sa tao, meron simple at common answer tulad ng Love is Blind, at meron din mga nosebleed.

Ilang beses ko na itong naramdaman, ilang ulit na rin ako nitong nasaktan pero sa huli hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano ba talaga ang ibig sabihin ng salitang ito. Siguro may mga bagay na hindi itinadhanang maintindihan at kahit tila ba wala akong kamalay-malay sa totoo nitong kahulugan, sigurado ako kapag ito ay aking naramdaman.


Comments

  1. ayos ang love poem ah! uyyy sino naman inspiration mo? advance happy valentines!!

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  2. xlinks po




    www.rainbowhalohalo.tk


    www.rainbowbloggers.com

    salamat ng marami

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  3. Cyndi, you'll know who as i post more sa balentayms edition ng blog.

    Yffar, sure, thanks for dropping by!

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  4. naks naman. ang ganda ng poem. kahit mejo sawi ay puno pa rin ng love. ahaha.

    as for the definition ng love? i dunno either. siguro malalaman mo nlng pag nafeel mo na.

    haha. aba. puno ata ng love ang blog. sige. gogogo!

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  5. jhosel salamat, sa comment! ganun talaga, balentayms edition kasi...lols!

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  6. teka, debater ka? andun kang ng NDC sa UB? haha. wala lng.

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  7. Yup, i'm a debater...inactive ako for now but i was in PIDC in Tarlac, nope, unfortunately i wasn't in BAGUIO.

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  8. Kung sa ating sarili alam natin na ang nararamdaman natin ay pagmamahal...walang duda un, wala rin dapat kumontra dahil ikaw ang nakakaramdam nun...pero pag tinanong ka na kung love nga ba ung nararamdaman ng isang tao o ng taong minamahal mo, di man kadalasan pero minsan mali ung sagot natin..

    ewan...magulo utak ko ngayon, xensya na lolzzz

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  9. ah. debater din kasi ako. pro sa NDC lng kami nag paparticipate. haha. wala lng. naitanong ko lng.

    haha. cge. god bless!

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  10. ayus ang perspektib...balentyns na balentyns ang theme...ahehehehe...emo ang poem...lab lab...lab is......undefined!...kung baga sa math 1 divided by 0 (1/0) sya...try mo error yan...:D

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  11. Lord Cm, Tumpak! kadalasan doon tayo nagkakamali, sa paghula kung ano iyong nararamdaman ng taong mahal natin, in the first place, baka ayon ang dahilan kung bakit tayo nasasaktan dahil sa false hopes, wrong expectations at lost chances.

    JhoseL! it's great to know a co-debater in the web!

    supergulaman, andame naman example math pa. ambobo ko diyan eh. 1 plus 1 nga nalilito pa ako kong 11 ba o two iyong sagot! lols!

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  12. Hi Marlon...sobrang impress ako sa mga post mo...di ko nga lang sila lahat mabasa ng sabay kasi sa work me...although mag-isa lang but still afraid ako baka mahuli na nagba-blog..hehe...but really, nung first nakita ko comment mo sa page ni Pams (my classmate in highskul), wow agad me na medyo natulala, haha, knowing na may ibang nakilala c pams na blogger na pinoy...and when i visited your blog, halos ma-nosebleed ako sa ganda! Lols...hope we can be friends too...=] til here na baka nobela na ang naisulat ko...add kita sa link ko...=]

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  13. Riza, i was on your page. I just left you a comment there! thanks for the visit and sure, i'll add you up. thanks!

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  14. hmmm? I'm sure nag-comment ako dito somewhere...san na yun? hmmp, dahil sobrang high-tech siguro ng dial-up internet ko kasi baka naiwan na sa space yun.

    Anyway, nice post...just visiting!

    thanks!
    p.s. I passed by your photoblog.. i like your compositions..

    pam

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  15. Pam, It's ok. Thanks for dropping by. at sa compliment. medyo nitatamad ako i-update iyong photoblog ngayon. dami ako iniisip. atska sira si camera. haaays...

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